Seriously. I've lived and died. Y this team for the better part of my life... 28 years old and The number of games I've not watched since I was 11 years old I can count on one hand.
I just don't feel the excitement of tonight's win. Excitement I probably would have felt when I was 16. It was sloppy... ugly... brainless at times, including the last drive when it looked like Coach had no interest in trying to win the game....
Our kicker who should have never even had to win the game for us had he just made his other kicks. Killer penalties. I just can't deal with it anymore. The constant futility of this team to gain any sort of momentum or confidence for how many years now? has taken a toll on me...
My heart wasn't racing before Aguayos game winner tonight. I felt no hype. No fire during the national anthem. I didn't look forward to this game all day like I used to do Bucs prime time games.
I can't be the only one that's lost their love for this team. I won't miss a game this season because I feel like this team is a part of me and in some way I feel like I'm letting them down if I'm not tuned in.
There is just... nothing... exciting about this anymore.
